I’m going through a divorce and I’m happy that it’s finally official, although the image of a family is still something I wish is something I wish I would have been able to give my son. I know that it’s for the best. We have been split up for about 3 1/2 years so I’ve have dated during that time but I haven’t found “the one” I found many but not the one. I’m talking to someone now and when we are together or the rare moment he’s loving and sincere it’s amazing but I’m just so confused, lost, and even lonely at times
If I’m the gun, then you’re my trigger, baby you bring me closer to that point of excitement, that point of blank, of absolute nothingness, because you’re the recreation of my dreams, my perfection incarnate. It must be fate, that red string wrapped around your finger, somehow made its way…
A Leo lady will never truly remove a past lover from her heart. We hold onto memories and mementos, not because we want that particular gentleman (or scoundrel; or, for that matter, lady — using heternormative pronouns in this answer for grammatical simplicity, but the same…
“I may be young on the outside, but on the inside I feel so old and worn. I’ve been hurt too much for my young body, too many heartbreaks for my young heart, and too many bad memories for my young mind. I should be excited about what happens next in my life, not bracing myself for what will happen next. I need a holiday.”—
searching the hands of men for validation as though the acceptance she always wanted sank in quicksand on their palms. scouring deserts of bed sheets for company she’s still left feeling deserted this isn’t her. just as it wasn’t me. she’s a mirage she’s fading footsteps following men she hopes are heroes
One day, you’re going to miss the little text messages I send you. You’re going to miss how I used to worry about you when you’re out too late. You’re going to miss my annoyingness. One day, when I’m gone, you’re going to miss how you had someone that actually wanted you. And when I’m not there anymore, you’re going to miss me.
Let me break you apart rip down to your core search for the seeds there Let me feast on your chances remove the future make you writhe in the present Slip soft tongues into dark, rough places and poke fingers where there are no holes Bent over, flipped and skewed like…
I don’t ever want to be a long stem rose stuck in a vase after a lovers embrace but instead a lily in a field. I want to watch the sun rise and fall catch every shooting star, as long as the horizon doesn’t seem so far.
The problem, often not discovered until late in life, is that when you look for things in life like love, meaning, motivation, it implies they are sitting behind a tree or under a rock. The most successful people in life recognize, that in life they create their own love, they manufacture their own meaning, they generate their own motivation.
For me, I am driven by two main philosophies, know more today about the world than I knew yesterday. And lessen the suffering of others. You’d be surprised how far that gets you.